I'm going to Romania on a short term mission trip. To be more precise, I'm leading a short term mission trip to Romania. The team and I will be there for 8 days. We're holding a women's retreat the first four days, then travelling to another city and presenting a Reader's Digest Condensed version of the retreat at a women's conference there. Finally, we'll be hanging out with Romanian women in their homes and learning about their lives.
And for all you would be robbers and thieves...the rest of the family is staying behind...so don't be thinking my house will be empty and easy pickins.
Now if you had told me 5 years ago that I would be leading a mission trip, I'd have thought you nuts. Let's see...five years ago, I had a teenager, a tween, and a toddler too at home. A toddler who refused to nap. Oh, and I had a cat who peed on the walls. Honestly, my "five year plan" consisted of
- not changing any more diapers.
- going to the grocery store in the middle of the day all by myself.
- having intelligent conversations with other adults on a regular basis.
Nope, I'm gonna say going on an overseas speaking trip, much less leading an overseas speaking trip was not anywhere on the radar screen. Not even a tiny blip.
Five years ago, I'd have peed on the walls myself, before I'd have gotten up in front of a bunch of people and spoken. Or at least have spoken for any duration. I think five years ago, I had begun to speak in front of the church - giving financial updates as the Church Financial Officer. You know, two minutes tops, spewing out numbers.
And I was planning to upload a picture of my first trip to Romania in 2008 here. A picture of me standing up in front of a crowd of people with a microphone in my hand. The picture clearly shows enjoyment and enthusiasm on my face. That picture documents the start of my love of public speaking. But...as you may recall, my computer crashed a few weeks ago. The pictures are nowhere to be found on my hard drive. They are on the backup my husband makes on the home network, but...I have no idea how to access anything on the network.
I hope my husband never dies...cause I will never be able to sort through his technology. And all will be lost.
Now the whole point of this post, as originally intended was to talk about how the "five year plan" can be a good thing, but we can't cling too tightly to the plan, cause "stuff" happens. And often times, that "stuff" can lead to a better "five year plan." if we let it. And, as if to prove my point, "stuff" happened in the midst of my plan for this post.
Time will yet tell, if this was a better way to convey my message. Which of course, is usually how those things work...the frustration of "here and now" blocks our view of "the big picture" until much later.